How can I kill myself without pain?
Just don't answer me with look for help, you will be better soon and you will hurt your loved ones etc. I have asked for help and the stupid shrink is annoying me, that's all the outcome. I will be better soon- not really kept repeating that for 3 years, there was no single happy thing- downs after downs, despite being young, beautiful, slim body, very very intelligent with lots of talents, I don't have a relationship, I don't have a job, I don't have my own home or car, nothing. Just heard the outcome of my interview- they said I was brilliant, there was a test I passed very well too, and yet didn't offered me the job. This is some 6 months period I am looking for a job, coming after another 2 shitty jobs I've had and before them another 6 months job search that I've had- what do you say- nice string of shit isn't it... Im living with my mother who loves me that's why I would opt for something outside the house- I don't want her to find me, also I don't have a car- yes this is another thing I've never had, nor driving license. To those who say don't hurt your loved people- first I don't have to keep existing not to hurt them and to hurt myself by leading this miserable existence, and also somebody who feels shit cannot make their people happy can he/she? What can you ever give them from the shit you are in? Only shit. I have read self-help books telling you how you have to keep happy independently from what happens around you and I think you have to be mad to be able to do it after there's a shits- big and small ones, pored over you every day. I have tried listening to some fancy vibrations, hypnosis cd's, machine that talks to your subconscious while you sleep- repeats you that you are rich, happy, successful etc. So in essence you can't say I didn't try. So please constructive suggestions on painless way to end this. If you are scared for your liability if you give me advice, please write directly to finestwinefood@yahoo.co.uk, I will delete your e-mail after reading it and clear my trash/bin folder as well don't worry, I told you I'm very intelligent- guaranteed! and nobody will be able to keep you responsible that you helped me, they won't be able to prove it. Thank you very much in advance, on the end of the day you will save somebody and help them- I know you feel differently about suicide (if you are alive so far you normally do) even disgusted or physically sick, but I don't, I feel like that about the life I've had so far, so think about it as making me a big favor. Tomb Rider I didn't post this here to announce it to everyone, they don't know me anyway, I posted it to ask for help, for more information on painless way out of this hell. The purpose of life I think is not to arrive safely to death one day, but to live life with passion and to the full which is not my case so far, all my efforts goes in vain, everything I try to do is like instantly destroyed by invisible hand. All my energy is drained out, even if I do things perfectly, perform perfectly and work it out, on the end it's just not happening, like that interview - I was just simply brilliant and they have admitted it there and then, yet the woman from the agency struggled to explain why I'm not getting the job- she did confirmed excellent feedback for my abilities.

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Hypnosis cds-listen to the hypnotist or?
Hi, Basically i was wondering when you listen to a hypnosis cd, do you really need to listen to the hypnotist or is it better to simply let yourself think and imagine about anything (therefore occupying the conscious mind) and thus allowing the subconscious to hear the hypnotist? thanks x

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question about hypnosis/hypnotherapy-clarity needed?
Hi, Im listening to some hypnosis cds daily, but im not sure if im always in the best/correct state. I assume im supposed to be sleepy or near enough sleepy, however its easy for me to get into a relaxed state where i dont feel my legs, feet, hands, arms etc however my brain and eyes are active and i dont always feel as if im sleepy at all, and sometimes i feel fidgety, therefore please explain and assist me here so i can work out what is right and wrong for best effect thanks x

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